I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I also joined Pet Talk about a month ago over the loss of our little boy Leo. It has helped me so much to hear from others who have lost their little furry family members and that its OK to grieve for them because they were a part of our families. I still have bad days when I think about our little Leo and how empty our house is without him. Rest assured all our little kitties are now playing hard at the Rainbow Bridge.