Thanks everyone. I shared your good thoughts with my bf and I told him that maybe he should join this board because people on here understand what he is going through. I'm not sure if he is going to or not.

I saw Ally last night. The best part is that she has no idea what's going on. She's seems to be a happy and healthy girl. I and my bf are thankful for that right now.

I did feel the lumps, there are more than one. They popped up so fast. This cancer is very aggressive and pure evil.

Thanks again to everyone for the comforting words and I will keep everyone updated.