Your momentary melt-down was to be expected! I think that everyone has them. When my dad was diagnosed with cancer, I cried for a few moments, and then pulled myself together. Then, a few days later, while driving down the road, I lost it, and had to pull over, as I kept saying over and over.... "my dad has cancer." I still have a few momets like that, but they are less intense. And this may be what you will find also. Everyone reacts differenctly.

Hang in there Slick! You have such a strong support group, both local and even international! I agree with the "army of angels" coming to keep an eye on you! Lots of prayers from Indiana! I will keep watching for updates!