Leslie, I enjoyed your vacation pics so much, and it looks like the kids had a great time, too! Only a truly fine furmom would be as concerned as you are - you are not a bad mom!!!!!! And please don't worry yourself sick - worry only makes bad things come true, I believe. It keeps you from being your wonderful self, and the pups will sense it and think something is supposedly reallly wrong when it isn't. Lots of PetTalkers here praying for you and the puppers!! Keep the Faith!!!