Oh Kirsten, you are far from being a bad meowmie. Accidents happen my dear. Sometimes I have a tendacy to squeeze my babies a little too hard also and they cry out, but I don't think it is because I hurt them, I think it's because they are more annoyed by it. Maybe this is what happened with Lily also. I know how guilty you feel about it, as I land up apologizing to them too.

I am so sorry to hear that you have dislocated your back. Having back problems myself, I feel your pain. I pray that you feel better real soon.