My sweet gentle soul Scooty has died unexpectedly

[Logan]

I am so sorry, Scott.

[Scott]

and the pain is less intense. I didn't realize just how much I would miss Scooty because she was always by my side. I know I'll never fully get over losing her - we had a long and very close relationship - she was such a gentle force.

Something happened a few days ago and I was wondering if it has happened to anyone else. I'm not a religious person and I don't know if there is a hear-after but this experience has certainly given me pause as to what possibilities could be.

I was sitting at my table reading a bland article about the housing market - I wasn't thinking about Scooty at that moment. All of a sudden I got this strange sensation and the hairs on my arms and the back of my neck stood on end - I felt this energy starting to flow inside me and I got goosebumps all over - the energy was like electricity and I tingled everywhere. Now this all came out of nowhere - I didn't expect this at all.

Then the sensation became familiar and I knew it was Scooty who was with me. I even said "Scooty, is that you?" and the energy became even stronger surging through me. I know it was her - I think she wanted to let me know she was OK because it was that same gentle, calming energy I always felt from her when she was alive. It was just like holding her close in my arms. The other interesting part is that the feeling didn't just come and go but stayed strong for a full 10 minutes. Tears flowed down my cheeks and it made me both happy and sad at the same time.

After the energy dissipated I sat down and tried to rationalize what had happened - I tried to talk myself into it being a trick of my mind - my subconscious trying to placate me - neurotransmitters firing away causing these sensations - but at the end of all the over analyzing I knew what the truth was - and that is something that can't be explained away. Perhaps we do continue on in some form of energy after we die - I still don't know but I do know this experience has cast a whole new light on my thinking.

Thanks Scooty - I love and miss you.