Thanks Kari, I don't think anyone can really give me advice, but it is eating away at me so much, I just had to share, I honestly don't know what to do either, a part of me wants Dianne to say yes you can have the cats, not that I know she will for sure, probably won't, but then on the other hand can i really take care of them, they cannot be re-homed either really, as they have to be together and are outdoor and not house-trained and I am afraid not many people go for that.

Part of me is saying oh why did you get involved,now look what you have done, but i know in my heart getting them spayed and rescuing the kittens was the only humane thing i could do and I don't regret that for one moment.

Oh life is a bummer sometimes, if only i were a bit richer all would be solved, still if hubby gets that job, we just might beable to scrape by with two more kitties, thats if she gives them up in the first place.