I'm sorry you're feeling this way... I understand you, because when I have any problem or I feel stressed, I hate talking to my parents about it, cause they would never understand me...
But if you can't talk to your parents, a doctor would help... By the moment, remember that PT is here to help. Don't doubt about PMing me if you need to talk to someone... We are here to support each other, aren't we??

(((hugs)))