Gosh. I don't know what's going on but I was bawling a few minutes ago and I'll probably start to cry again while I'm typing this.

Remember all those cute things he said and I posted them before? Well he's cute and stuff online and tells me he wants to kiss me, tells me that he wants to leave here when he's old enough and take me with so we can just drive till we run out of gas, he tells me I'm worth more than money can buy.

But one pretty girl walks by at work and SNAP, "Damn she's hot."

We aren't even DATING, but I hate it when he says stuff like that. It makes me feel so inferior and unimportant. I'm being stupid and selfish but it hurt my feelings really bad. I feel so ugly when he says it. I feel like he thought I was pretty at one point, but something new has come around and I'm being kicked to the curb.