Oh Slick, I'm with you in my thoughts...

Like others have said here before, it's your last act of love for her, and she will be painfree and whole after her passing.

Animal communicator Amelia Kinkade wrote in her book that animals do not fear death, and sometimes their little souls even decide to "come back" to a beloved human. I still find comfort in the thought that one of my future kitties may be my beloved Katz. We're never really parted from them, you know?

Kirsten