Quote Originally Posted by ILoveMyAbbyGirl
I got a huge kick in the butt today when my brother called me fat and it sent me into tears. He just said it so randomly, I mentioned how he said something made him sound uncool, and he said, "Well that makes YOU look fat." It had nothing to do with what was being said, but he knows that stuff hits me really hard and I just yelled at him and started to cry. He obviously saw that it hurt me really bad and came and apologized, but sorry doesn't fix things like that. I have had some kid at school call me fat and it isn't pleasant. It was a REAL kick in the ass.

I've started Pilates again because it seemed to help when I've done it before. I am a bad example, because I haven't been following my "plan" very well. I've started now a few days ago but am still terrified to step on the scale.

Good luck everyone.
Im sorry, that he said that, i knowhow you feel..just keep on keeping on that is the important thing..dont give up..