We are all basket cases when they go in for that or anything so we fully understand how you feel. I don't care if you have a dozen, when one is gone, the house feels empty without them.. When Amy had hers, I cried the day before and I was so outdone that I couldn't even take her, knowing I would never be able to walk out without her so I had my daughter come take her and she was soaked in my tears when she left here. I paced the floor and cried but kept myself busy to keep myself distracted.