thank you everyone. I appreciate it.

things hasn't had gotten better. rather than making new thread, I'll want to post this here.

this morning I learned that my closest relative, my dearest grandfather isn't doing really good. he was my wonderful guardian, from childhood to present and I love him more than unconditionally, I think so much the world of him everyday. his 54 years wife isn't feeling well with all of these stresses they have been going through but is hanging in and it breaks my heart.. this is affecting my brother and my youngest pregnant sister as well as too.

please please keep us all in your thoughts, I can not imagine losing a piece of my heart losing him..

comforting hugs needed too, thank you!!