I'm just sitting at my computer sobbing again. I don't know what to do, I don't know what I've done... I'm just feeling so lost and I want her back so bad.

Once I stop bawling, I'm going to start making signs to put in the mailboxes around our neighborhood. My dad keeps telling me despite her barn cat instincts she will have the instinct to come home. I sure hope so. I feel so horrible right now.