Laura when I saw you were back I so wanted to hear about Eddie. What a terrible ordeal he is going through.

And of course he had no time to get his mind in the right frame- I don't know how to express myself- because he did not really notice all the miracles that happened. I am sure he is feeling really horrible inside.

When I had my brain surgery I was really cranky when recovering- because I was afraid I woud never be as I have been before and because I noticed my will just couldn't do it- I had to wait for the work of time........

Especially for people who have been healthy and have no experience with being really really sick this takes time.

Eddie can be so happy to have you all around and I hope he will do better not only physically but also in his mindset.