Wow, this also sounded like me in my office. I'm sorry that you're going through that, because I know how unmotivating it can be. For me, I have a very un-empathetic boss who isn't happy if I'm not in my chair in the office for more than 9 hours in a day. Plus I have a 3 hour commute (1.5 both ways), plus I log in from home at night and on weekends! It's getting rediculous and I'm starting to feel burnt out. I'm underpaid and way under-appreciated. My India team gets praised and gets spot bonuses for their hard work...but what do I get? Nada.
Plus, the micro-managing thing gets really bothersome sometimes, and I know one of our lead gen guys has had it and is ready to leave

It's so hard for me to get up in the morning. My alarm goes off, and I just dread getting out of bed. I hate being like that, you know?

**hugs**