Megan sweetie you are far too hard on yourself,you are a wonderful daughter, never doubt that, for one so young you are faced with many challenges, many of which are tough.

I am sorry that you have to endure so much, I wish there was something I could say or do to comfort you and make it better, just know I am alway's here for you, please don't ever hesitate to Pm me if you need to.

Take care and HUGE HUGS to you, I am sure things will get better soon, I certainly hope so,it is so sad to hear your relationship with your mother is like this, but remember NONE of it is your fault.