Michele, I'm so sorry to hear you're going through such a rough time lately. I had missed you posting, but thought it was because you were busy with work and all. I know nothing about the depression you are going through, but it does seem that there is a group of people here who are going through the same thing. I hope you can draw on their strength to help you get through this. I do know that not one of them would turn you away if you asked them for help. In my eyes, they are all wonderful, loving, caring people - as are you - so I don't understand these feelings of no self worth, but I do know that depression is a real thing and is nothing to be ignored. I'm so glad you and Brian (if I remembe right?) are seeking help. I remember seeing your wedding pics and thinking how happy you both looked to be starting out on a new life together.

I'm glad you reached out because that is usually a big first step. Keep reaching out and I know you will get past this.

{{{hugs}}}