Oh Tracey, what a hard, hard thing to have to deal with. As I said to Kelly, sometimes the best decisions are the hardest ones. You tried, over and over again. There is a purrfect home for Cirrus just waiting somewhere. I'm sure he will find it. I do so wish I could help but 5 cats, 6 dogs and thousands of miles make it rather undoable My brother in San Diego loves cats but his situation is tenuous at best right now so that's out, I'm so sorry.