Donna I think we can all understand and feel your pain, there obviously is an empty space in your heart right now, just give it time, it will heal, you will always miss them both, but you have done a wonderful selfless thing adopting them to a good home.

It would be wrong to ask for them back,and I know you know that really, maybe just maybe you were hoping we would all say yes go get them, but in your mind you know that it would not be the right thing to do.

I am so sorry your heart is heavy right now, and hope that in time the sadness and emptyness will subside. HUGS.