Thanks guys!!

Yesterday *it is after 2am here* was real rough. We let her mom, sister and brother run and I accidently called her sister Sunny, Lissa's name. I went into the house and cried. I knew it would happen, but not so soon...

We have started on the flower garden, seems I came up with another idea. My dogs are all over 10 and I had 4 so when each one leaves me they will have their own spot on one side of the tree and their own garden and marker. That way the little family can always be together.

I miss her jumping up (as big as she was oh man) and hugging me with her paws and legs, her little Elvis lip thing she did and her wonderful warm eyes and kisses.

I am going to clean up her dog house which is like a Ruff Houze brand and donate it to someone who can use it. Lissa always shared with a friend's dog who would come to see her.

It was really weird for Sunny her sister, she went to the spot where Lissy was put down and sniffed and looked at me as to ask where is my sister mom? I almost lost it again....They always ran together and were buds.

I got to spend a few days just with her, and the last few hours holding her, and I can still feel her soft fur on my face. When I close my eyes there she is smiling so I know she is okay.

I hope she comes back to say goodbye like her father did.
My husband will testify he felt that dog's presence in our bedroom at our old farm where he is buried *we sold that farm* and I wonder is she will do the same to let me know I did the right thing and that she is happy!
He said I was awake and talking to Hawkii, I still will put my hand on the bible over that one, I know he was there!!

I loved seeing this "Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation. " when I read the posts

Kahlil Gibran

My goodness how true that saying it is!!!

Thanks again guys!!! HUGS!!