Robin, first off let me say I'm very relieved and glad you found Tori and that she is safely home. I know about that natural tendency to blame oneself for mishaps, I've done it before, I am very hard on myself when it comes to these kids! I know how it takes time to really settle down from a scare like that too. I hope you're feeling better now though, and know that everyone has lapses in their attention from time to time! I sure have. No one is perfect but you are as close to a perfect doggie Mom as I can imagine! Lots of hugs to you and Katie and Tori.