Yes the first days in weeks are horrific but in the end it will be okay! I thought I'd never get over any of my bunnies deaths, the pain has gone but I still love them and miss them!i can picture my Silky perfectly, sitting in her favorite corner of the old hutch rocking back and forth while I petted her. Sugar and how he used to just lay there by the wicker chairs like he was the king. Basil and how silly she was hopping around & Cadbury and how much she loved people food and how much of a little suck up she was! These memories made me sad before but now they make me smile.