Jesse, how sad for you. I know what you mean about that smell. I lost a chihuahua about 10 years ago, and I remember I took her bedding and put it in a plastic zip loc baggie just so I could open it every once in awhile and smell it. I still have that bag, but I haven't opened in a very long time.

Jesse, I just cry for you and you loss. I am so sorry baby that you have to keep going through so much. May you find you smile again.

Willie