I know how you feel Donna.... and as you know, I definitely went throught the URI outbreak!!! It was no fun, very stressful and very costly! These 3 kittens I took in this week have me worried for mine again as well. Can only hope and pray that they haven't brought in something terrible to my others. I have to quit doing this as well!!! We both have to just realize that we can't save the world, no matter how much we would like too ... and devote ourselves to the ones we already have! I don't think the volunteering to work around kitties would help me at all... I'm too weak, and would get back in to bringing more home. I think what I will do is start being a financial donor to other rescues whenever my finances are a bit caught back up. I'm still really paying out the rear end for my daughters court charges, etc.!!!