I am beating myself up a bit..........I have waited too long. But she has been drinking and eating, just not very active. And she rarely comes out of her little box. And when she does, if I try to hold her, she gets so upset and agitated that I haven't pushed it. We have done spot cleaning in her pen in order not to disturb her or cause her distress. Tonight, I realized she is in much worse shape than I even thought and I am nervous about even trying to pick her up in the morning. The guilt of having this little girl suffer one day is just about more than I can stand. I wish I had pursued it further and forced her out of her little house so I could check her over in the last few days.

Please pray that she will go quietly tonight and not suffer anymore. I am so ashamed of myself for letting it go this long and not realizing just how bad off she is.