Sorry about your loss. It is always horrible. I still get upset about our Mist even though passed on in January. I doubt I'll ever fully get over it. She was my 13th birthday present and was coming up for 15 and so was with me through the most notoriously turbulent period of my life...the teens, lol...plus through most of my 20s.

Our Jess will be 14 in January so I'll have to go through it again in the not so near future.

Hope you feel better soon. I was like a zombie for the first few days after losing Mist.