Oh how well we understand your pain and what you are going through. Trust me, this tough time will end. I went through a bad depression when I had to send my Katie girl to the RB. You have every right to feel the way you do, as Soni was a big part of your life. Just take one day at a time. Try to remember the good times you had together, the funny things that made you laugh and the unconditional love that Soni had for you. It will get easier as time goes on.

{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}