Thanks guys. Today was pretty bad. I called her lastnight and told her I needed to talk to her but I just couldn't, so I texted her a long heartfelt message. I recieved no response, and she completely disregarded the topic all day today. My coworkers said she talked to them about it, but she chose not to talk about it to me. Felt pretty damn special. Now I don't have a boss or a friend. I think that was my biggest sadness going into this..was that I could lose her as a friend. Well she chose that path herself I guess. In time I think things will mend but it will never be the same. Sad for her more than me I guess....She could have avoided this a long time ago. I feel like I'm missing a big piece of my heart. I've been wanting to cry and cry but I haven't been able to. I feel like I'm in a dream and I need to wake up. I guess I'm in shock a little bit. I'm sad.