Sami,
I like to think of it as "Heaven". It wouldn't be Heaven to me if my pets weren't there with me in spirit when my time comes. I'm sorry about your Emily. I have been out of town and I'm just catching up on my Pet Talk reading. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you. Losing a pet for us is like losing a family member. Your Emily had a wonderful life with you, though. I know you will always have special memories of her.
Logan