I think you did the right thing. And, honestly, don't worry about it until you talk to Dianne. You should find out what her thoughts are first, before you even start concerning yourself with keeping them. One thing at a time, baby steps, and, it will all work out for the best. I think you're a good person for what you've done, and, sometimes being the good person can be one of the most trying things to do. But, it's worth it.