I've just sort of been in a blur all night and into this morning. He likes me! I can't get over it. He's really shy and nervous. We are probably going out again with some people on Friday and he's all nervous. He says he can't do anything in front of anyone.

I've had this... nervous stomach ache all night. It's nothing major, I think it's just the "first-time-I've-been-in-love-oh-my-gosh" stomach ache. I didn't expect anything major to happen, and even though it didn't happen, it's still major! I have to admit that I'm a little bit scared of falling too fast and being dropped like a rock, but I need to live, right?

The funny thing is, the whole night I felt the same way. There were a few times I wanted to grab his hand or something, but I didn't because I didn't think he would like it. (Looks like I should have!) What's pathetic, is that I had... dreams? of what would happened. I dreamt he would have kissed me at the end of the night, etc. He didn't but him confessing what he wanted to do was totally enough.

I'm a lot happier than I've been in a lonnnnnnng time.