Oh Kelly, I'm so sad to read this too. I was hoping so hard that this wouldn't be the outcome. Never think that you are a bad cat meowmie. All of your furries are very lucky to have you as their meowmie and they are all in good hands with you. A pet parent never wants to hear news like this.
**hugs**
Please know that I'm here for you too. Give Livvy some extra luvins and kisses for me and call if you need to talk.

***hugs***
Karen