Well, the visit to the vets was not in our favor. Arizona was both pregnant and tested positive for feline luekemia. I made the decision to have her put to sleep. I did not make this decision lightly, and it was very very difficult. However, I have a multi cat household that cannot be exposed to this dreadful disease, and I couldn't justify bringing a litter of kittens, that more likely than not would carry the disease, into this world. I have some fears that several of my cats might have been exposed, and will see to having them tested next month.

I stayed with her until the end, and expressed my sorrow at the decision, and told her I loved her. I hope that made a difference.