*HUGS*

As others have said, in time, the memory will fade. You may still have it, but it won't trouble you as much. Do you favorite things to keep your mind off it.

I still remember clearly the night Kia had her seizure. I remember the fear and the panic, but I don't let it get to me. Knowing Kia is with me now and all right helps me not think of it as much.