((((((Kirsten))))) I so rarely peek into General! I am so very sorry that you are dealing with this!!! So sorry about the pain and stress and worry I do understand how constant pain can drain you emotionally
I hope that this diagnosis is wrong and that you can be treated but I can well imagine that your worst fears are always in your mind!!! So sorry. Please try to stay as cheerful as possible but if you are feeling badly, don't stay away because of not sounding cheerful! We want to hear if you are feeling dreadful too, OK???
Love, Prayers and Blessings,