Sorry I haven't posted this sooner, its just so hard to write. I had to have Autumn put down over a week ago. The vet thought she had a tumor called a hemangiosarcoma and was bleeding out. There really was no testing or treatment to be done because she was in such a bad way that I knew it was time. She'd had almost a year of chronic colitis that we treated symptomatically because I wasn't going to put her through a whole lot of testing at over 13 years old, it would have just been too much for her. I guess I've kinda been in shock the last week or so. She was my constant shadow.