I've been like this all my life...and now that I am moving into a job where I will have to get better at this, I am scared.

My mom thinks she would be a fine counsellor - she believes in clearing out the clutter first, and that will solve things.

But I want to get a grip on what is BEHIND this and change it - or I will keep repeating the same crap over and over. I will not BECOME organized by having someone tell me what to throw out!

I have emailed my doc to see if there are counsellors that deal with this.

Has anyone else found the demons? I have searched the internet - but with the wrong search phrase, have not really found anything.

INPUT PLEASE! This could wreck my living and my life.