September 20th, 2010... the day my world crumbled apart..

[Pembroke_Corgi]

I just wanted you to know that I have been thinking about you and your family every day, Isabel. I hope you are able to take things one day at a time. Let me know if there's anything I can do to help you. I know a lot of us on PT would like to help if we can.

[Alysser]

Once again, Isabel, I am so sorry about your husband. I will be thinking of you, like I have been each day!

[K9karen]

Isabelle, I'm always thinking about you. I want you to know that I love you very much. I'm sorry people are saying negative things about your husband since he worked for the government. I know it makes you angry, but you and others know the truth. Believe me, I read the same trash in our papers.

I'm glad you saw your doctor and the baby is well.

Please take care of yourself and know you are dearly loved.

[sana]

Some people speak up without proof, just wanna reach out and twist their necks!

[Scooter's Mom]

I just wanted you to know I'm still thinking of and praying for you all. Glad to hear the baby is doing well.

All my best,
Crystal

[carole]

Just wanted you to know i am also thinking of you, since reading your post i just cannot stop thinking about you and the terrible tragedy that has happened to you and your husbands family, life is so unfair, so unjust, please do let us know here at PT if we can help in any way, be it small or big, everyone here will bend over backwards to help in anyway they can, and yes you are loved by many here, and we all care about you and feel for you in this awful time in your life, i am so happy the baby is doing well,please take care of yourself too, i wish i could wave a magic wand and make it all go away for you with all my heart, blessings to you and everyone, thinking of you, lots of love from across the other side of the world.

[Reachoutrescue]

Isabel - just wanted to let you know I have been thinking about you a lot and hope you and your babies are doing as best as you can. If there is anything we can do, please let us know. I am so very sorry again.....

Sending lots of prayers, love, and (((HUGS))) your way......

Tracy-

[Sonia59]

Still thinking about you and sending good thoughts for you and your family.

[ramanth]

You are still in my thoughts Isabel. *HUGS*

[Lillycat]

sending positive vibes and strength to you to do what you need to move forward.....

[Husky_mom]

so far so good...

I admit I feel guilty as I haven´t allowed myself to cry.. really really cry... I´ve always been a tough gal.. but it seems I´ve got stuff to settle and that has kept me for let it loose...

I have thought as if it he were on a trip... daydreaming, I know.. but it kinda feels that way sometimes.. it just can´t be real.. just not yet...

yesterday we were out with my mom to pay the house and some other stuff.. I wasn´t crying at the time but needed a tissue.. I asked my kid, who was on the back, if he saw any tissue box or something back there.. he said in such a calmed way : "no... just the one you gave me when my dad died"... needless to say I choked right there and now needed more tissues..

and later that night.. he was playing with the phone as if people were calling and he was taking the calls and such.. he picked up the phone.. talked a bit.. then handed it over to me saying: "you´ve got a call.. it´s my dad calling you from heaven"... I broke down...

it´s really hard knowing he is not here and won´t be anymore.. I´ve said it many many times.. but it really is.. it´s awful...

I really appreciate all your kind words and prayers..

[gini]

Isabel, this is just a thought -I hope that Corinna has
gone to your husband and introduced herself.

Some prayers are being offered for you today - and go ahead and have a good cry whenever you feel like it. Grief is real - and your son will understand and it may help him too with his own feelings.

xxoo

[Catty1]

Isabel - if someone here or you can PM me your email address, there is something I would like to send you.

{{{hugs}}}

[DJFyrewolf36]

I am so sorry to hear this...It is awful that someone would do this to your family and then on top of it people being disrespectful.

*HUGS* and prayers sent your way. I wish I knew what else to say.

[Kirsten]

OMG, I didn't see this until now!! I have no words to tell you how sorry I am!!! You and your kids are in my thoughts. My heartfelt condolences to you and your family!!

(((HUGS)))

Kirsten