Again, I want to thank everyone for the tremendous support. I read it all, cried plenty but encouragement always helps and I have printed up all of these messages to pull out another time - when I need them.
I first forced myself to post as someone suggested, as PT is pretty much my family and social life right now. I am feeling much better! Not right, but better. The past few weeks just seem like some murky water down the drain and it is hard to believe it is mid-January. This thing built over about a month I believe, but never hot that awful low point like before and I am so glad!!
Someone wrote me about a "Withdrawn" thread that went on in General last year sometime - it was when I was feeling strong and I interested to see that the large number of folks who really experience and understand this darkness. It is so common really.
I have left the house twice this past week, got a massage and had my hair cut. Today, Dennis and I are going over to work on the computer of one of our contacts(now friend) from our computer ministry.
Anyway, I know I should personally contact each and every person who PM'd, e-mailed or posted for me here, but so many!!! Please know that I appreciated each gesture and I know all of you were part of the medicine that God keeps sending me. I love you all.
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Huney, Bon & Simba-missed so very much
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