One Month...

[anna_66]

Well, as of today it's been a month since our big boy
Angus went to the bridge.
Needless to say it's been hard on Mark and I, but also
very hard on both of the girls.
It seems like over the last month so many things have
come up that make cry when I thought I was starting to
deal with his death.
Things like getting his ashes back. What a hard day that
was. Then we got our pictures back that we had taken
about 3 weeks before he died. Another hard day. Then
there was the day that I put all of his stuff away, the first
time I had to fill my pill bottle and not fill his too, then there
was the first really hard night I had at work and wanted to
come home to Mark, him and the girls...but he wasn't here

Then there was the first time I had to buy treats (I always
tried to get the ones that had 3 in a pack). And another
really hard time was the first time my niece came over and
was looking for him. She's only a little over a year, but she
was actually looking for him. So I showed her some pictures
and she got soooo excited. She loved that boy and I'm sad
that she won't be able to have him as a part of her life.
There are just so, so, so many things that bring him to my
thoughts.
More than I could have ever imagined. I just miss
his presence in our home, it's just not the same around
here and will never be the same. He was more than a
dog...he was our son.

Robin was here on Sunday and we were going through
his pictures. I'm glad that I took so many. It hurts to look
at them, but in a way it also makes me happy. He was the
best dog a person could ever have. I love the girls very
much, but the love him, Mark & I shared was different.
He was our true heart dog.
Sometimes I just wish I could come home and he would
be here to greet me. But I know that will never happen.

I've decided to take Robin's advice and share some of
my favorite pictures of him & some of him with his best
friends.

This is him and his big sis Keisha



And then of course Keisha went to the bridge and
he was so lonely. But not for long...he got a new
husky sister to play with

He really loved that little fart!

They were best friends


more in the next post...