Years ago, my beloved Willie Wonka went to the Bridge through kidney failure; he passed over 2 days after his 5th birthday - so young. The doctor said it was most likely genetic.
More than 11 years ago, I went through the same thing with Merlin, who was so, so special to me. He made his transition just a couple of months before his 11th birthday.
I know what you've suffered and are suffering, and I empathize. You did absolutely the right thing in letting your precious child go; you said,"She seemed content." Perhaps it was the knowledge that her suffering was nearly over, that something grand and glorious was coming, that gave her contentment. She'd done her work on Earth - she'd brought you through another grief - and now it was time for her to go Home.
I look at my own "little girl" and cannot face the pain that I know will come eventually, so I know your pain. Try to think of Kiba as she now is: gloriously alive, absolutely healthy, and blissfully happy, waiting for the time when you will be reunited - and that reunion will be forever!
I doubt that you've done anything to deserve the sad things that have happened. Ask yourself instead what you've done to deserve the love and loyalty of your furchildren, to be so blessed.
May Kiba's Creator hold you gently in the hollow of His hand, comfort you, and lead your heart to peace.
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