Amber might have cancer **Passed away 4/14/2011**

[Malibu's Mom]

Hi guys. I'm not really active on here yet but I wanted to reach out and ask for some prayers. The last few days Amber has been drooling excessively, not wanting to eat and hissing at you when you touch the side of her mouth. I took her to the vet today and she noticed she has a lump on the left side of her mouth. I could see the concern the moment she found it. Amber was also dehydrated (back in Feb she was diagnosed as being in the beginning stages of kidney failure) so they gave her some SQ fluids. She also got a sedative and a pain med injection. She took x-rays and said it was either cancer or an infection, but I could tell that she was pretty sure it was cancer. She sent it to a radiologist and I should get a call later tonight confirming it or not.

She gave me a list of actions to take if it is indeed cancer. I'm not entirely sure how far I will go with Amber since she is 13 1/2. I am praying so hard that it is just an infection but with the way my vet was behaving I'm really doubting it is. If it is cancer I just don't want to put her through surgery. She's already developing mild senility and her kidney disease seems to be progressing somewhat quickly. She's been dropping weight too. I'm very conflicted right now, and of course, I'm very upset at the idea of losing the cat I have lived with nearly my entire life. I just lost my grandpa in Feb so this has been a very rough year.

However, I am very thankful that I have a wonderful, intelligent vet that respects our decisions and the best mom in the world who is willing to do whatever necessary and not care about the price, even if we don't really have the money. Please pray that we make the right decisions and that, whatever the outcome, Amber remains happy and never feels any pain throughout.

Here's my sweet girl -



Thanks.

**Update - I put Amber to sleep on 4/14/2011 before she felt any more pain. She will be privately cremated and have a paw print cast taken. I miss her tremendously but I know it was the right decision.

[katladyd]

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your beloved Amber tonight. I hope the vet brings you good news!

[Karen]

Our prayers are with you and Amber in this scary time.

[Malibu's Mom]

Well I just got the call a little bit ago that the radiologist was fairly positive that it is indeed a very aggressive and destructive form of cancer. We will be taking her in for a biopsy tomorrow to confirm 100%, but I don't think I'll go through with the surgery. It involved removing the mandible and putting in a feeding tube. Combine that with her age, senility, having arthritis and kidney disease, and knowing her personality... I think she would be miserable. I think I am just going to try to keep her as happy as possible and out of pain for the next few days and then put her to sleep. I am just absolutely balling and shaking right now.

[karlyb]

I'm so sorry about your sweet girl Amber. I went through the same thing with my orange boy Molly several years ago. The surgery would have been too hard on him and what kind of life is that for a cat with part of his jaw removed and not able to eat? I can tell that you love Amber very much and it will be so hard to say good-bye to her. You don't want her to suffer and you'll make the best decision for Amber. She is a beautiful kitty and she'll always be in your heart.

[phesina]

Oh, I am so sorry. Prayers for Amber and you both.

[Medusa]

Oh I'm so sorry! It's so disheartening to receive bad news about our furkids, especially one that has been w/us for such a long time. Words aren't much comfort at such a time but I just want you to know that we've all been where you are. It's never an easy decision but it's the last act of kindness that we can do for them. We'll still hold you and Amber in our prayers.

[maerlyn]

Although I've been registered here quite a while, I haven't visited much and am trying to rectify that. Your story brought me to tears. I,too, had a cat with cancer (VAS caused by the 3-year rabies vaccine), so I can identify with your suffering. I made the same decision as you - I kept Morganna comfortable and happy as long as I could and then had her sent to the Bridge; her transition,too, was peaceful and gentle.

My heart breaks for you, for I know there's a hole in your home and in your heart; the "kittens" will help. When my beloved Merlin passed to the Bridge, I adopted Mordred - about 4 months old. He could make me laugh but couldn't keep me from crying; I imagine the same is true for you.

You absolutely made the right decision! No one wants to live as your beloved Amber - who's gorgeous, btw - would have had to live here; she's living in Paradise, and that is so much better.

May Amber's Creator comfort you and help you to find peace.