Usually i LOVE thanksgiving. This year, i don't. I want it to be gone already. During thanksgiving, our house is usually flooded with family. All of my aunts, my cousins, my grandparents. Everyone. Not this year though. My parent's are fighting with just about all of their siblings. My dad and my mother are mad at my dad's sister because of recent problems, they moved to georgia about 5 months ago. They don't talk anymore. My mom is in fights with her brothers. She has 3, and shes mad at 2 of them.

My grandma, and grandpa on my dad's side are going up for thanksgiving with my aunt in georgia. My other grandma, on my mom's side is going to Tennessee with her Sister. My oldest sister, is going to NY, my oldest brother moved to GA a few months ago, and my dad will be working. All that leaves is My mom, My sister, My brother, Cami and Me. I don't think my mom will even bother to cook.

I feel like crying right now. I miss my family, i don't get to see my cousins or my aunt's and uncle's and more. Holidays are just painful days to remind me that i don't have a family anymore. I feel like telling my parents that we only live once, and they should see what them fighting with my aunts/uncles is doing to me.

I needed to vent somewhere.