Thanks everyone.I can't stop crying now. I wish I could have been there or could have had the money to do the tests, but I think there was nothing to be done. The hardest thing is not being able to be there, to say goodbye.
kuhio98, thank you so much for that poem.I am thinking of putting a Tribute page for him on my website and that poem would be a lovely addition. I do have one picture of him my sister sent a couple months ago, and I have tons of video of him. This weekend I am going to a friend who is going to make snapshots off of my video and I can post more pictures.
He was just the coolest cat. So pretty, our first semi purebred cat with a totally different personality. He knew he was beautiful lol. I miss him so much.But I know my family misses him even more. It's just so sad, I have to cry.
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