Quote Originally Posted by king2005
Life sucks & it sucks real BAD...

I've been in hell for the past few years... I've been through the horrid murder of my 10yr old dog that image/smell/touch wont get out of my head, I dissowned my mother, spousal abuse, the bad anxiety that formed from the abuse & murder, saw my life flash before me as I looked down the barrel of a pistol & into the eyes of the one I thought loved me, abandonment, starvation, loneliness, unknowing where I'm going to live, failure, hated, & now I'm going through bankruptcy.

BUT I'm still looking for hope. Even the tiniest bit of hope keeps me alive.

My current realistic bit of hope is that the calls from collectors are going to end next week & I get to keep my car. My curent unrealistic bit of hope is that Joe will ask me out.

Hope = Life

Sending prayers that you come throught this awful time