Monday night I made the hardest decision of my life and decided it was time Toby was put to sleep. He has been my baby for 15 years and the love of my life. he was the best dog, always so happy and excited. He loved for me to dress him up in costumes and take pictures of him. I miss him so much. I can't talk much about it right now because i am in the middle of working a two week straight summer school session and if i think about it i will lose it and won't be able to work. I know when two weeks is up i will go off the deep end and be so depressed. I have dreaded this moment for a long time now. i just don't know what to do without him.









I think this is one of my very favorite pics of him