Desperate Help Needed - Noah

[NoahsMommy]

That sounds so great! I hope everything works out. We'll all be so happy for you to get out of the hell that you've been in.

Me too, Val. You know, I've tried to keep positive about everything, but it really, truly is hell there. As soon as I clicked off PT, she walked in and started yelling at me for a non-issue. I immediately shut down - as she stood there watching to be sure I did - when to my room and texted Staci that if in the next month I feel bad or sad about my leaving without letting them in on my plans to remind me of how horrible, unloved and unimportant she makes me feel. Something that IS, now I see, abuse. She makes my life a constant emotional rollercoaster - the EXACT thing I MUST avoid to not get sick.

Please God, let this work. Help me help myself get out of here - to be where You and I need and want me to be. I need this so very much.

Thank you all so much for loving me, for you concern.

OK, gotta go. Starting to cry at work isn't a good thing.

Love you!!!

XOXOXOXO

[wolf_Q]

That is great news! I hope this will work out for you and you'll be able to have your cats back with you.

[carole]

Kelly i am thrilled for you, this truely sounds like heaven sent doesn't it?

Everytime i read your posts I feel so sad to think your mother does not realize what a beautiful daughter she has inside and out,one thing to be thankful for Kelly, you are nothing like that,it takes a very special person to rise above the abuse they have in life and not repeat it, you are indeed that SPECIAL person.

Sending you lots of

and a ton of LOVE, all the best sweetie.

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[Emeraldgreen]

That is sooooooooo wonderful!! I will be praying for you that this all works out and that within a short time you will be living in that beautiful home with your cats, just as it should be. The next chapter of your life will be so much better. Hang in there!

[kt_luvs_kitties]

We love you Kelly. Please pm when you can so I will know you are ok....

How much is left on the Balance for Noahs "vacation"?

And I will continue to pray for you. *HUGS* Katie and kitties

[Cinder & Smoke]

How much is left on the Balance for Noahs "vacation"?

Noah still owes $515.00 in PAST charges ... and it goes up $10.00 every day.

It's been over a week since the last donation was received by Balcom Canyon.

Call Balcom Canyon Pet Lodge at (805) 523-7076 between 8am - 6pm PST
on Monday - Friday to donate by credit card.

Give Early ~ Give Often

[dukedogsmom]

Phred, Brody's mom made a very generous donation that will go towards it. I'll be paying that Friday along with what I can pay. Should make it go down a little.

[AmberLee]

Great news, NM. Fingers crossed that it's clear sailing ahead for you all.

[krazyaboutkatz]

Kelly, I'm so glad to hear that your meeting with your hopefully new roommate went well and that she already loves your cats. I hope that from now on that things start going smoothly for you and that your health remains good too. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

[emily_the_spoiled]

I put my contribution in for Noah's spa last Thursday so hopefully it will help a little...

[Pawsitive Thinking]

Phred, Brody's mom made a very generous donation that will go towards it. I'll be paying that Friday along with what I can pay. Should make it go down a little.

Thanks for sorting that out for me Val

[NoahsMommy]

My heart seems to be on a constant emotional rollercoaster. I get upset/scared/sad at home or in dealing with some other issues...then I come here and my heart SOARS with happiness, gratitude, gratefullness (is that a word?), and above all, LOVE.

I've said it so often, but each time, it comes from my heart. You are all sooooo very wonderful to me...I'm the luckiest person, ever! You have all blessed me more than I can imagine, more than I can say.

Thank you so very, very, very much.

Love, Kelly

P.S. I'll update on the apt in a bit. I have to finish a project first.

XOXOXXOXXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

[carole]

Kelly how anyone could not love you is beyond me anyhow, you are the sweetest, loveliest person i have had the privilige and pleasure to meet online, and i know you are like that in real life too, one can only wish everything of the best for you, cannot wait to hear about your appointment, hurry finish your project lol.

[NoahsMommy]

(((((Carole)))))
Thank you for your kind words, you're so sweet!

Well, so far everything is going well with the apartment. Kristin is VERY, VERY cool and we're working out my credit issues and even the cat deposit between us. I'm meeting her tomorrow to give her a check for the first months rent and half of the deposit she paid. I'm getting an insurance check in a week or so from the car accident/s I was in, so I have that money to help me move in and also have a buffer in the form of a savings account in case I get sick and need extra money to keep me independent.

The check I'm giving her tomorrow after work came from my grandma who is #1 keeping my 'escape plans' secret and #2 has been very supportive of me when I need to talk, vent, cry or just need prayers. When I get the insurance check, I'll pay back my grandma for the money I need to get to Kristin.

So....its all going as planned. My only obsticals now are:
*Waiting until 2/2 to move (because its a Saturday)
*Figuring out how to move things from my parents house
*How/what to tell them after I'm out of there

Any advise, ideas are much appreciated.

Hugs,
Kelly

P.S. I'm planning on asking my brother to help me move 2/2. I have my futon (now my bed), my desk and a bunch of boxes in a storage unit we share. I just have to be CERTAIN he keeps my move secret. I'm 99.99999% certain he wouldn't tell my parents, but I'm being EXTRA cautious.

[sasvermont]

K, I know this move will be good for everyone, including your folks. I hope your brother respects your decision and knows how to stay loyal to you. It sounds as though he too is subject to your Mom's rath. I trust you have enough love left that you will be civil and kind when you tell her. I wouldn't think anything else of you, but boy, can times like this (coming up) can be ugly. Take the high road honey, and keep saying things "positive", even if things turn dark on the moving day. Prepare for the worst and hope for the best. I bet your folks will be surprised and feel as though you did things behind their back. They seemed to give you no choice!

I wish you luck, and a smooth transition to your own place. I bet once you get there, you will be thrilled.

I wish you were closer. I have a fully furnished apartment that my Mom is leaving (probably this weekend).....and it is just right for the person needing a quick place - and in a nice environment.

Anyone else need a place to live.....furnished......???

Keep us posted dear Kel.