I just don't think there's any reason for me to be hated for trying to help. Why didn't you answer my email? I didn't say any snide remarks. All I did was sit here and cry for over a week about it. I offered to take Maddie even before you left AZ. Did you not think I would be good for her?

My feelings are just really hurt.

I know people are going to be upset with me that I'm dragging this out. But I had no closure. One second I thought I was getting a new baby and before I knew it, I wasn't. Its just a lot harder on me than it sounds because of the emotional person I am.