Aly, you really are being so incredibly brave, and my heart just aches for the pain and saddness you are experiencing. But blessedly, you have Shiloh and Reece there to distract you, NEED you, and comfort you! I too have gotten "on the floor" at times, and over my girls come, running, licking my face and wondering what's wrong?? I've always found the best place to let it all out is in the shower. Just cry all you want, as loudly as you want. There isn't too much greater a pain than the one you are experiencing. Thankfully you have the knowledge that Harley is safe and happy. And, when you are stronger, just think how excited he will be to see you again. Hold tight to Reece and Shiloh. They love you!!!

Leslie. Your story of the beautiful Pica is just heartbreaking. What incredible love. I am sorry you had to lose such a beautiful pet of a lifetime.

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